Tegan and Sara - Heartthrob Listening Session [EXTRAS]

this is on point.....

http://youtu.be/jeu7BjX9HYk

think before you speak....

So when you find yourself in the moment and you do things that your not proud of. Do yourself a favor don't make excuses for your actions own them and be aware what of your actions and your words coming out of your mouth. Be aware of the harm that your words may do. Be aware of the hurt they can cause. Be aware that this could cause a permanent change in your life that you are not ready to face. You wanna talk about others problems when you have plenty of your own, you wanna talk about others problems when you don't face your own, and you wanna talk about others problems when your so blind to see that your not perfect. You feel this need to say whatever comes to thought failing to realize that when you speak the wrong words in the wrong moment that it can do a thousand times more harm than good. I can only hope that this is a life lesson, it's to bad you just got this lesson with me.... I'm not sure that I can forgive you. I have looked beyond so many things in the past I have forgiven you time and time again. ...but this, this time you hurt me so bad. I'm not sure that you should be forgiven, I'm not sure that I can ever trust you again. I don't want you to ever be able to hurt me again. and this.....this is the final time.

...makes me think, did the feelings ever stop? was it all just an excuse.

from my friend

my friend sent me a poem.... Life is our teacher, teaching us with good experiences and with painful ones. The painful days are difficult to understand, but it is from these trouble times that we learn how to be strong. We learn to hold on and face each day, even though we hurt and feel frustrated. We learn that the simplest pleasures are often the most rewarding. And we learn that losing is often only another step toward winning. And when life turns it's smiling side to us again, as it always does, we find ourselves stronger. With a greater knowledge of ourselves, and able to feel the welcome comfort of good times more deeply than before. Thanks Erica!

"Somebody That I Used To Know"

"Somebody That I Used To Know" (feat. Kimbra) [Gotye:] Now and then I think of when we were together Like when you said you felt so happy you could die Told myself that you were right for me But felt so lonely in your company But that was love and it's an ache I still remember You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness Like resignation to the end, always the end So when we found that we could not make sense Well you said that we would still be friends But I'll admit that I was glad it was over But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing And I don't even need your love But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough No you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your records and then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know [Kimbra:] Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done But I don't wanna live that way Reading into every word you say You said that you could let it go And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know [Gotye:] But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing And I don't even need your love But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough And you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your records and then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know [x2] Somebody (I used to know) Somebody (Now you're just somebody that I used to know) (I used to know) (That I used to know) (I used to know) Somebody

People suck

Tonight is a prime example why I don't trust people. Why I put my guard up and why I should continue to not trust people because no matter what I do or how hard I try people are assholes. What the fuck is wrong with a situation when you can't trust the person that should be the closest to you. How many times do I have to tell you that I'm not comfortable with this. How many times are you going to disrespect me. How many times and I gonna have to deal with you in the future in this exact same fucking situation. How many more times are you going to fail me.

I dont know how much more i can take.......

Did I make a Huge Mistake?