think before you speak....

So when you find yourself in the moment and you do things that your not proud of. Do yourself a favor don't make excuses for your actions own them and be aware what of your actions and your words coming out of your mouth. Be aware of the harm that your words may do. Be aware of the hurt they can cause. Be aware that this could cause a permanent change in your life that you are not ready to face. You wanna talk about others problems when you have plenty of your own, you wanna talk about others problems when you don't face your own, and you wanna talk about others problems when your so blind to see that your not perfect. You feel this need to say whatever comes to thought failing to realize that when you speak the wrong words in the wrong moment that it can do a thousand times more harm than good. I can only hope that this is a life lesson, it's to bad you just got this lesson with me.... I'm not sure that I can forgive you. I have looked beyond so many things in the past I have forgiven you time and time again. ...but this, this time you hurt me so bad. I'm not sure that you should be forgiven, I'm not sure that I can ever trust you again. I don't want you to ever be able to hurt me again. and this.....this is the final time.